FIRST THOUGHT
It has been a really long time since anything worth retaining has crossed my mind and found its way onto paper. Not so long ago, there was a person who loved putting down all her thoughts for the world to read. Then something happened. Whatever the name of the phenomenon, the effect was perhaps most felt on the creative side of life. What I miss most about not writing anymore is that the emotional outlet for me has been stopped, and having stopped it I was under the false impression of peace from all things sentimental. Yet one realises(and realisations are constant just like change) that having exiled my emotions to a mindspace that I no longer accessed I wasn't happy nor was I at peace. So here I am beginning once again what I had started long ago. To reinvent & re-create something that is lasting. Thoughts in any form have a way of clearing the mind from the clatter that we gather often in our everyday life. In this age of information it seems everyone and evrything is bombarding our senses with information most of which is not worth retaining. Yet we retain these things. At the cost of what? The cost is paid by creativity, empathy, emotions, feelings. Thoughts are muddled and they lead us nowher. May be writing clears my head, and so I write.
Not sad stories, nor of comic events, just what I daw, and what I felt on a day.
Today Nick got a haircut, not that I would have noticed had it not been for SV's pointing excitedly at his head. I think sometimes I over do the cold hearted bitch bit.One single compliment then I turned to wait for the sight of my transport.
Incidentally my Transport is a Bus, which is driven by such antique drivers, and that's just me being polite about their age, that yesterday one fell asleep on the way plouging into the back of a car. To add insult to injury, he produced a stick with which he beat the driver of the car attempting to stop him from fleeing the accident scene. The laughter tis incident generated was a good change from the usual drudgery of work.
Friday, January 30, 2009
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